They’re going out and I’m fine.

Literally feel the need to vomit…..
Stupid depression. 

God you know what I want, please help me. Please grant me my wish, I need it so bad. I thought I was strong but I’m not. Please god. 

First time I’ve cried over him in a while. This morning, I saw his jumper hanging up in my wardrobe..makes me miss his hugs and kisses on the fore head, I’m tearing up just reading this. I’m never going to find myself someone exactly like him, he was so perfect to me. Why did I ever let him go?

I’m pretty proud of myself not necking myself yet!